Allow me to share some of the blessings from the past month:
- DH and I are making some tremendous breakthroughs in our relationship. He actually asked me to think about how my actions support our connection or hurt it! Hello?! This is exactly how I've been trying to get him to think and the fact that he's using that language is great sign!
- I wrote My letter to baby post, which was very healing for both DH and I. DH never reads my blog but I read that post to him through many many tears. He listened attentively and said it was "good." And later he said he wished he knew how to respond better because he really wanted to connect with me in that moment. Again. This is not the way my DH talks. This is huge!!!
- I can feel the Lord working on my heart, helping me to see what I can change and can actually feel myself reacting differently when I get upset with my DH. (Can you say miracle?)
- We're on a trip with my husband's family (some of his cousins too). This morning all of the young adults (except me) opted not to go to mass with the parents but DH decided totally on his own to come with. He hasn't been with me to mass in over a year. I think he was just trying to be kind to me, but nonetheless, it's a huge step! He has avoided mass like the plague for so long now. I'm confident God is working on his heart. Oh, and the readings and homily could not have been more perfect! The priest talked for 15 minutes about the importance of confession and what a gift it is and how merciful our God is. Amen!
- We are now on our 2nd cycle using Neupogen and an HCG trigger. We won't know for a few days whether or not I ovulated but I'm hopeful. I was beyond worried about having to bring the medicine with me on this family trip since it has to be refrigerated and I had no idea what I'd do if I needed an ultrasound while we were away. But... I ovulated freakishly early this month and so didn't need to bring the refrigerated meds with me. Wohoo!
- I connected with Sew and she's given me a ton of help/direction about my thyroid issues. She did research for me and connected me with doctors in my area that she hopes will be able to better address my thyroid since T3 hasn't been working out so well lately.
I can't say enough how big of a miracle these little changes with my husband are. I know they are a result of all of your prayers. I am beyond grateful to you all. Praying for you now and always. <3
Update: March's Adopted Blogger is Amanda at truegoodandbeautiful.net
All of these miracles! I am filled with joy!! This is so wonderful!! Thank you for sharing all of these fruits of our prayers. You will continue to be in my prayers! And hopefully many more fruits are headed your way. :)
ReplyDeleteOh, I also wanted to mention, it really was the Holy Spirit that led me to choosing you as the next adopted blogger. I had a few days left to decide, thought I had made up my mind, but then, well, the Holy Spirit had other plans. :) So happy I let him lead my heart!
DeleteAwww so neat!!!! God is amazing:-)
DeleteSo glad to read all of these graces that have come your way this month. I'm way behind in commenting, but I've been reading and praying.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Rebecca! You are too kind to take the time to comment during your healing!
DeleteI am so glad that you didn't need to worry about traveling with refrigerated meds. It sounds like you have been so blessed with graces this month. Prayers that you have a wonderful trip and continue to improve your relationship with your husband!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Stephanie! Yes, I know you know the stress of traveling with meds!
DeleteWhat a blessed month! I smiled when I read about you connecting with Sew, she is awesome. And so happy to read about the all the graces that are coming to you and your husband and your relationship, praise God!
ReplyDeleteThanks, M! Yes, Sew is pretty awesome! Calling pharmacists and doctors for random little me all while parenting 2 little ones! Quite the lady!
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